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What if I don’t wake up tomorrow ?

For more than a month now , I have been sleeping with a hope of not getting up the next day..

and then today morning, When I felt really alone.. I thought to myself.. Is this ME ?

I have been someone who fought and did not wish for a easier way-out ever.. So, today instead of hoping that I don’t get up ..I thought of what if I really don’t wake up tomorrow ?

What will happen to the dreams I yet have to full-fill.. dreams of painting walls around the world, or becoming a home-chef..

What will happen to the unfinished stories in my head and the blank pages of my diary ?

What will happen to my hard-earned CA Degree ?

What about the people I forgot to confess my love to or the chances I never took ?

What about the places I am yet to see and the books I have never read ?

What about the life I wanted to cherish and the home that I wanted to build.. the wishes yet to be full-filled and the ones that I still have to make ?

Its’s not about the suffering of my family or the emptiness in the life of the Man I love.. The vacuum in the life of people who love me… It’s about Me !

L for Love Letters #AtoZChallenge

L for Love Letters #AtoZChallenge.

Song 5 : Keep me in your heart for a while

Shadows are falling and I’m running out of breath
Keep me in your heart for awhile

If I leave you it doesn’t mean I love you any less
Keep me in your heart for a while

When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun
Keep me in your heart for a while

There’s a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done
Keep me in your heart for a while

Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for a while

Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for a while

Sometimes when you’re doing simple things
around the house
Maybe you’ll think of me and smile

You know I’m tied to you like the buttons on
your blouse
Keep me in your heart for a while

Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams
Touch me as I fall into view
When the winter comes keep the fires lit
And I will be right next to you

Engine driver’s headed north to Pleasant Stream
Keep me in your heart for a while

These wheels keep turning but they’re running out
of steam
Keep me in your heart for a while

Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile

Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile

Keep me in your heart for awhile

A-Z Challenge : I for If….

If I were a month, I’d be June.. Rains

If I were a day of the week, I’d be Thursday..

If I were a time of day, I’d be 6.30pm.. Suits my name, no?

If I were a season, I’d be Rains..

If I were a planet, I’d be Earth.

If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Dolphin..

If I were a direction, I’d be East.

If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Book-Shelf.

If I were a liquid, I’d be Water

If I were a tree, I’d be a Cherry tree.. A chapter from school 🙂

If I were a tool, I’d be a Nail

If I were an element, I’d be Silver

If I were a gemstone, I’d be Diamond..

If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Guitar

If I were a color, I’d be White

If I were a emotion, I’d be Happiness

If I were a fruit, I’d be an Mango

If I were a sound, I’d be the sound of wind chimes/bells in the distance.

If I were a car, I’d be a Jaguar

If I were food, I’d be Pani-Puri for me & cheese for Him

If I were a taste, I’d be Spicy-Tangy

If I were a scent, I’d be Floral

If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Stilettos

And if I were a bird, I’d be an Eagle..

……….go on..now it’s your turn to give it a shot!

Song 4 : From the Heart (OST – Notting Hill)

I know you’ve heard these words a hundred other times before
And you’ve been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You’ll see a love that’s deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that’s the honest truth
From the heart
I’m giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I’ll be there
I’ll be there to love you
From the soul
I’m showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart
I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you’ll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They’re staying around
I’ll walk with you through every storm
I’ll keep you safe, I’ll keep you warm
And you’ll have no doubt
You’re the one I’m living for
From the heart (from the heart baby)
I’m giving you everything (oh) everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (my heart)
I promise you that I’ll be there (I’ll be there for you)
I’ll be there to love you
From the soul
I’m showing you all I feel, all I feel (I’m showing you)
All I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)
I’ll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I’ll never make you cry
Givin’ all I got with all I got inside
From the heart
I’m giving you everything, everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (from my heart)
I promise you that I’ll be there (I’ll be there to love you, love you, ooh)
I’ll be there to love you (ohh)
From the soul (my soul)
I’m showing you all I feel (all I feel) all I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart (the heart) from the heart
Ooh, from the heart, from the heart.

The Feeling..

On the birthday of my love.. am not with him.. so a small gift.. something for him 🙂

Happy Birthday… ME more:)

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He had always heard of this feeling. People, books, movies, and everybody around him told him how great it was to be in love.

He had never come close to that feeling in his life. Other things had been his priority always. And he would have never experienced the sheer brilliance of this feeling had it not been for her.

She had walked into his life like a dream. Accidentally bumping into each other at the colony ground. The awkwardness made way to conversations and conversations to a friendship so deep that they were surprised how effortlessly they bonded.

He knew that the increase of his heartbeat whenever he saw her was love. The way he caught his breath every time she put her hair aside

Yes. He loved her. Not the flowers and hearts type, but a deeper love. Where his soul called out for her.

He loved how behind this workaholic woman was a crazy girl who had the wackiest ideas about life.

He loved the fact that she created a positive impression on everyone she met.  No matter who it was, she connected with everyone.

She lived life to the fullest and got the best out of each day.

He loved that she was an avid reader. She cried along with the characters of those books and rejoiced at their happiness.

He loved how she was always willing to help anybody.

He loved how she bought out the best in him. Stood by him through the bad times and was the first to hop with joy when he succeeded.

He loved how she made him see the beauty of a sunrise.

How she always picked up bright colors and pulled him out of the monochromatic life he had been living.

Yes, he loved everything about her.

But what he loved most, was the fact that she loved him back…

Yahi hota pyaar hai kya…

Context of this song is as beautiful as the song itself. Its about being in love with someone who in turn loves someone else. The protagonist questions his love and talks to his heart asking if what he feels is love.

Its music and included poetry by Javed Akhtar is so brilliant that every time I listen to the soundtrack I want to watch the movie again. The concept of the movie is something very close to my heart, its about being in love and giving the one you love the absolute freedom to love whom they want and yet do justice to the feelings in your heart. Its one of the few movies that despite its visible flaws explains a very complicated way of thinking, something that is almost absent in recent movies.

There are two verses in the song that are so brilliant that they make me extremely emotional when I listen to the song. They are:

Woh mera rasta bhi hai, aur woh hi manzil
Woh mera sagar bhi hai, aur woh hi saahil

and

Ummeed tune aye mein dil koyi nahi hai
Tere zidd mein aye dil sadd afreen hai
Kyun yeh junoon hai, kya zustju hai
Aakhir tujhe kyun, yeh aarzoo hai

The former talks about what the one you love should mean to you. Its deeply philosophical and maybe thats why I love it that much. The latter talks about the persistence of the heart. The poet in the these lines says he bows down to the persistence of his heart, not because of its arrogance but because of the sacrifices it chooses to make and yet not quit.

All Favourite Things

As per the blog I came across today, I am to list my favorite things with respect to the prompts.

  1. Place – Anywhere with my loved ones. Marine Drive
  2. Person – Goofy
  3. Color – White and Black.
  4.  Food – Pizza and Pani-Puri..
  5. Drink – Mostly Coke, sometimes Vodka
  6. Smell – The smell of rain, books, Lilies and Him.
  7.  Book – Doctors by Erich Segal
  8. Movie – Love Aaj Kal
  9. Sitcom – Friends
  10. Music artist – A.R.Rehman  
  11. Hangout – Marine Drive / Sea Face
  12. Thing to do when bored – Blogging / Watch Sitcoms/Movies
  13. Genre of literature – Personal Ramblings
  14. Magazine –  Tinkle. 😛
  15. Texture –Soft chiffon
  16. Festival – Holi
  17. Time of day – Evenings
  18. Day of the week – Thursady
  19. Thing to learn about – People.
  20. Thing about yourself – Patience
  21. Song I never skip – Currently, Tu mera humdard hai 🙂
  22. Place I wanna stay : New York / Himachal Pradesh
  23. Wedding Dream: With Him in Babulnath/Shore Temple.
  24. Fascination : Photo Frames

If you like this activity, you may list your favorite meme too. Do leave a link or comment so that I could read about your favorites too. 🙂

All Favourite Things

As per the blog I came across today, I am to list my favorite things with respect to the prompts.

  1. Place – Anywhere with my loved ones. Marine Drive
  2. Person – Goofy
  3. Color – White and Black.
  4.  Food – Pizza and Pani-Puri..
  5. Drink – Mostly Coke, sometimes Vodka
  6. Smell – The smell of rain, books, Lilies and Him.
  7.  Book – Doctors by Erich Segal
  8. Movie – Love Aaj Kal
  9. Sitcom – Friends
  10. Music artist – A.R.Rehman  
  11. Hangout – Marine Drive / Sea Face
  12. Thing to do when bored – Blogging / Watch Sitcoms/Movies
  13. Genre of literature – Personal Ramblings
  14. Magazine –  Tinkle. 😛
  15. Texture –Soft chiffon
  16. Festival – Holi
  17. Time of day – Evenings
  18. Day of the week – Thursady
  19. Thing to learn about – People.
  20. Thing about yourself – Patience
  21. Song I never skip – Currently, Tu mera humdard hai 🙂
  22. Place I wanna stay : New York / Himachal Pradesh
  23. Wedding Dream: With Him in Babulnath/Shore Temple.
  24. Fascination : Photo Frames

If you like this activity, you may list your favorite meme too. Do leave a link or comment so that I could read about your favorites too. 🙂

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