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To Goofy !


I know we haven’t been in touch.. sadly, The reason is not in our control.. I just want you to know that you are missed and there a thousand things I wanna talk to you..

I feel I haven’t spoken to myself since I haven’e spoken to you..

More than being a best friend, being a habit.. You had become the way I spoke to myself.. Urghhh.. God ! I miss you..

So much to talk, and no way I can but I know.. u know..

I know you are there..

I know you know that I loveeeeeeeeeee you..

Comment if you miss me too (Ugh.. I know, you might type a whole line & then delete the wholee things and smile and say.. Idiot :).. Aye, there it is..the Goofy smile..

Tk care..

God bless 🙂

P.s : I Love you, Always !


Love for Words

Love for Words.

Do you believe in soulmates?

ello guys,“According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate beings condemning them to spend their lives in search for their other halves.”While going through some of the love quotes on Pinterest, this one along with its cute picture story caught my eye. It reminded me of one of my favourite books ever, ‘Brida’, written by Paulo Coelho. It spoke of soulmates, of the joy they bring into our lives, they who were once us,  who still are an integral part of our soul and the strong bond that we share with them. Those who find their soulmates in their life partners are, according to me, the luckiest people ever 🙂 . Some may not even be fortunate enough to see them ( I say, they come back for another life 😉 ), and some others, who get a chance not as life partners, but to be with them  for maybe a year,  a month, or even few minutes will have the memories etched deep in their hearts forever.“Even if it is only for a matter of moments, because those moments bring with them a Love so intense that it justifies the rest of our days.”― Paulo Coelho, Brida.I don’t know if you do, but I believe in soulmates simply because it makes me happy! 🙂 I am sharing below a picture story, from the pinterest quote,I have mentioned above. Believe me, it is super cute!!!Picture courtesy : PinterestTold you, it was cute. 🙂 I wish we could all go back to the time when humans were  created, it would be so much fun meeting our soulmate, don’t you think??Take care, and let the search continue 😉 .Shruti.Share this:

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She writes..

So I asked my Goofy to write something for me .. This is what she wrote.. and that is why she is My Sunshine 🙂

God. Thank U ! (Bless her)


Write something for me scares d creeps out of me. Its 1 of d diff things 2 do espc given d fact I’m ur (1)31 fan… but yes im gona do dis coz it’l bring that ray of smile on that gloomy face (given al d stuff thts hpnin).. Dis is a diff time for u n I know u’l get through dis. n I’ve never been more sure in lyf whn I’m saying dis, its al hpnin for a reason n d puzzle will unfold wit time n den dis will allllllll mk sense. Trust me dis pain dis suffering is worth it( I know its easier 2 say than bear. N m not in ur plc) bt yes it will b over n seem lyk a worst nightmare. Till den al I nid u 2 do is trust b strong n hold on ( that’s ur forte) n remb ur not alone ( most of d time wit d distance n constraints u may feel allll alone) he n ur sunshine wer r and will always b der. I repeat he n ur sunshine wer r n will always b der ( eventhough most of d times it may seem d other way). Hope dis small writeup put up a qtr of a smile on ur face ( ur writings always put up a biggggggg smile though)
P.S. (ur style ) I love u

P.P.S Me loves you more


Just got better..

You glanced at me and I stopped.. It got better..

You looked at me and I became beautiful..I Became better..

You spoke to me and I became your friend.. I became better..

You bought out the writer in me.. I became better..

You let me be and I became yours..I became better..

You hugged me and the world became better..

You smiled and the day became better..

You entered my life and my life became better..

Since that day , It just kept getting better..


Smile More. Laugh often. Love Always !

Miss S.

Tere mere beech mein…

I honestly don’t know..Humare beech mein kya hai..

All I know is, I have to just turn around and.look at him to smile..

All i know is that he makes staying late nights in office worthwhile..

All I know is everytime I see him smile, My heart just falls.for.him all over again..

All i know everytime I am with him, the world seems like a better place..

All I know is that he makes me wanna hug him everytime I see him sad and take away all his pain..

All i know is every road, every corner in town reminds me of him..

All I know is that I Lie & Die to spend my evenings with him..

All i know is that everytime he holds my hand, I dont wanna let it go..

All I know is I cant help but like .him.more when he gets possesive about me..

All I know is I get super jealous when i see him etting close to other girls..

All I know is if he reads this he will give a killer smile & think am totally crazy..

All I know is that for whatever time he is part of my life.. he makes it Complete..

I have been happy this ia different…but this happy is special..

I dont know what it is..between us..It doesnt have a name..I dont need one for it..

Sometimes it seems its nothing..Just a passing.phase..Two people spending their day almost together, tend to fall for each other..It happens..Its usual, I guess..

Maybe its nothing for him..Its all one sided..

But then, A part of me knows it may not be usual..

This is once in a lifetime person..
There wont be another him..

He is everything I needed but didn wish for..

He is a gift..

He is my blessing..

He is my smile..

He is my unsaid – bt answered prayer..

He is my Mr. N !



The Last Glance..

Jai and Meera..

Jai – A 27 year old , funny, Good – Looking , little (more than that, actually) crazy guy..

Meera- 25 year old..pretty, Simple,  Head- Strong girl..

They are friends.. Not best ones..a term he doesn’t like to use.. But ya, she is the closest friend he has ever had..

They had met each other in Office.. From being Colleagues to being friends.. Friends to becoming good friends and then to being best friends (She belived in that word..He was the best) ..and from that to being whatever their relationship was now..

They were so similar in their thinking, but still different in their own way..
They both didnt use the word ‘Love’..for Jai it was non-existing..For Meera it was too big a word to be used..

He always said he was an open book but she knew he rarely expressed himself..
Meera on the other hand was reserved to the world but for him she was different.. she told him every thought.. Every expression..She felt as if she could just breathe and be herself with him..

They loved the same kind of movies..Same music..and every time they saw something new on television, it would remind them of each other and make them smile to themselves..

They had their own song too..that was also the ringtone of thier reminded them of each other..and everytime their phones rang in office, the other person smiled..

At times, they were just good friends to each other..but most of the times..They were much more than that..
Both are looking for a word for what they shared…

Meera is crazy about him..
She is that extreme type of person.. Love, hatred, being possesive..all her emotions and ways to express them are extreme..Pyaar hai toh ya toh batayegi nahi .. Bataya toh zyada hi jata deti hai..
Jai is the sober version.. Pyaar – wyaar nahi.. Sirf dosti hoti hai.. N meera was his frnd.. A very special one..

They were each others best kept secret..

They had been together for few months.. Together in a sense..only they knew..Going to places and sitting alone for hours..Hiding from every possible person..
She sometimes wondered what she was doing..Jai was the only one guy she had let come close to..Jai was someone who didnt like her back but yet she knew she was special to him..
Few times she had felt that she wanted more.. She wanted him to like her too.. Be crazy about her too, but then she knew that was too much to ask for.. Bt most of the times she was happy with what she was to him..
. She was content..She knew
A soul can feel in this particular way only once..Jai had already felt that way for Aditi..Aditi is Jai’s fiancé, Would-be wife and most imporatanly – the love of his life..Ya ! he laughs everytime Meera says it..but she knows it.. The maximum possible emotion, he can feel for anyone,  He feels it for Aditi..
It doesnt hurt Meera.. A little pinch and she is fine.. Coz this is what she had signed up for..falling for a guy already in love with someone else.. This was gonna happen.. But for her.. It was worth it.

Was the last day of her office.. Also the last day of whatever they had shared..
Coz she was getting married in 4 months time..
They had mutually decided to end it on a good note, the practical creatures that they were..
They had decided to spend the day together..
She had wanted him to take to watch her favourite movie – DDLJ but knew he wouldn’t want to..
He had wanted to spend the day with her at her home but knew she may not be

So they did what they do best.. Sat on a beach.. And spoke for the whole day.. Saw their favourite movie on his phone..Played their game of truth..heard their music..and spoke like they wont be getting another chance to talk..


The way they looked at each other today was was like they wanted to capture each other forever.. Like they were not gonna see each other ever again..Which was true in a sense.. They wouldn’t meet like this again.. Even till date, they were  so normal before others. No-one could sense what they had.. And going ahead.. Thats how it would have to be..They would have to put all their memories for each other in a box and lock it in heir hearts..

She held on to his hand for the entire evening.. Coz she knew today when she leaves his hand..she wont be able to hold it again.. She would miss it teribbly..

He on the other hand was sad but he knew this was gonna happen..He was always like that.. Making peace with stuff..

As the sun set.. She held his hand more tightly.. And he held her.. They put on their song.. N just looked at the beach..

All they both could see were the visuals of the time they spent..from their breakfast in canteen..the outings.. Their own time..everything..
She could feel his heartbeat..she wanted the moment to stay forever..she wanted time to stop..
They knew this was the moment they both would treasure forever..

It was time for her to leave..She picked her bag.. She didnt want him to drop her today..It would be too difficult..

They both got up..

‘So, this is it !’ she looked at him..with tears filling her eyes..
He just nodded and gave her a sad but one of his killer smile..
She had a smile on her face and tears in her eyes.. She was still holding his hand.. Nothing before had felt soooo difficult to leave..
But she knew she had to.. The expiry date of what they shared was decided even before it had begun.. She had to Let Him Go..

He said.. Dhyan rakhna apna.. Mujhe zyada miss mat karna..

She said.. Jaa.. Tujhe miss kaun karega..

Jaa .. Jaa.. Hamrsha bolti rehti hai..Aaj toh bata hi de kahan jaoon..

She started smiling .. Kamina..

Ab kaun kamina bulayega mujhe..

Mil jayegi koi nayi..

Na re.. Teri jaise hot koi kahan..


And she started crying between her smiles..

And before she knew it.. He hugged her..

They both knew this was it..
He left her.. She looked at him… She left him.. And started walking..He stood where he was..
His smile, his dimples were missing..Shr couldn’t leave him like this.. She had to give him a smile before she leaves..
So before she left him forever, She stopped..turned around and said..
‘Hum milenge toh zaroor..kyunki ye duniya bahot choti hai aur ye zindagi bahot lambi..’

He smiled at her , And said..
Tum humesha correct baat bol deti ho jaaneman..


It was the Last Galnce.

Smile More. Laugh often. Love Always !

Miss S.

People who stay :)

Not everyone, and not everything, is meant to stay. There are things you don’t want to happen but they will and you have to accept ,people you can’t live without but you have to let go . Some circumstances and people come into your life just to strengthen you, so you can move on without them. Some people just aren’t meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It’s like some people just come through our lives to bring us something , a lesson we need to learn , and that’s why they are there.

And as they say Most great things in your life won’t happen by chance, they will happen by choice. Same goes with people. While some people come in our lives for going,  there are others who choose to stay, no matter what circumstances, no matter what happens and where life takes you. They are there round the corners . If you look back , you’ll realise some people who were once a huge part of ur life arent there today, maybe because of circumstances or just lost touch in the busiest lifes. Dont feel sad about them , instead think of the people who make your world a special place just by being in it. There are people in everyone’s life who stick to you by your pony tail days to your wedding day and even beyond that , the people whom you took bicycle rides with and now celebrating the joy of first salary. Life is indeed all about such people only. They are the ones who will irritate you the most , fight with you , become unbearable at times but these unbearable ones are the ones you need the most in your life. Be thankful for the people who came and never left.


P.S : To my new friend , I just hope (pray) you are one of them 🙂

Ek Dost !

It was a fabulous day.. Not the way it was planned but awesome (details on that later) AND that is how most of us find Happiness – Unplanned..

01st June 2013.

It was a day I met a friend, somebody with whom I have been planning to meet for over than a year but couldn’t.. Finally, We met today..So I thought of doing a post for/of him..

Mr. Friend & I go a long way.. The times when we somehow ended up making friends and chatting on Facebook for sometime..

For some reason (Weird ones, though!) We lost touch..

And then one fine day.. he messaged me saying that He is shifting base to another city that weekend..

22nd November, 2011..

The evening he was about to leave, I called him up to wish him Luck for his new Beginning.. (That, was our first telephonic conversation) and we ended up talking for till wee hours of the morning.. Yeah.. I don’t really know the reasons, maybe we both were trying to get over our heartbreaks (That is another story.. the people whom we were trying to get over were dating each other – Small World I tell you..)

Our calls became more regulars, our conversations more deep.. I don’t know if we were really falling for each other or just helping each other get over the past.. whatever it was, It was nice, beautiful..

None of us “loved ” each other but yeah,

We were crazy, so were our conversation.. We spoke about every damn thing in the world..

We were great friends.. We were important to each other.. But lastly and most importantly ..We made each other Smile !!!Image

However, Sooner than later, I realized , I could not get over “The Boy who called me Sugar” and maybe Mr. “Friend” was just an escape.. Which was wrong, totally..

I didn’t wanna hurt Mr. Friend in the bargain, so I started keeping distance from him.. Meanwhile, Mr. Friend met an old-forgotten school mate who in months become his Soul-Mate..

I was happy and scared for him.. Happy because He was in Love.. Scared because I hope it was Love.. Forever types love..


The Guy I met today, may not be the same person I met 2 years back.. He is less – reserved and more mature then he was..

HE is a married man, today.. happy too , (I hope…. & Touch wood)

But something about him has changed.. something I can’t express.. Hmm.. He smiles more, but seems less happy..I mean Dil se wala happy..

He seems to have made peace with Life…not in a good way though..

He seems to have packed a part of him in a box and promised not to let it out, ever.. The part of him that got attached easily.. The part of him that got hurt.. The part of him that felt happy.. The Part of him that I found missing today..

He seems to be looking for something…… Peace, Happiness, Love, Probably I don’t know.. I just hope he finds it at the right place…..

No ! He is no Sad-Soul.. He is of the few people who can smile easily and brighten up other people’s day.. He is got the sense of humor that would tickle you till days..

He is fun , Loving.. Adorable !

Just that, He is not himself anymore..



All I want him to know is, I am there..

No matter how often or seldom we meet or talk,

No matter which continents we stay in..

we are still under the same sky and I am there.

As I always say.. I’ll be there for you..Today, tomorrow and forever.. 🙂


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