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Another Tag : 30 Qstns : Me & Him :) #Love

For lack of not being able to go out. For lack of being bored.. We took this stupid 30 Qstns together.. n.. uhmm…it wasn’t that bad 🙂 So Let’s begin.. My Answers / His Answers ————————————————– 1) When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? My hair has grown longer / My hair is looking worst than the last time 2) How much cash do you have in your wallet right now? 800 bucks/ 100 rs n that 1 re coin given by me 3) What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR? Floor / Bore 4) Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? No phone L / A friend called Duggu 5) What is your favorite ring tone on your phone? Ye Dooriyan – Instrumental (Movie : Love Aaj Kal) / Andorid-porn 6)What are you wearing right now? Green Kurti n Jeans / cream color shirt n jeans 7) Label yourself? His / Good-boy (yeah-rite) 8) Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently own? Inc 5 / Nike 9) Bright or Dark Room? mrng – bright room with colors- afternoon onwards – dark room with dim lights / Dark with lots of small colourfull lights 10) What do you think about the person who took this survey with you? him.. i dont like him.. / Shes hot n cute at the same time N I love her more than nythg 11) What does your watch look like? *gabbar style laughter * a simple rectangle dial with black belt / looks like Her (Cheesy) 12) What were you doing at midnight last night? Studying.. sorry.. trying to study/ watching a match on tv 13) What did your last text message you received on your cell say? How r you.. Call me back / me cutting ke liye gaya hu vo 14) What’s a word that you say a lot? Dumb / Hmmmmm 15)Who told you he/she loved you last? He did à / ß She did 16) Last furry thing you touched? Does my hair count? / A colony dog by her name 19) Your favourite age so far 24, It was a very special year. / 21 18) What was the last thing you said to someone? uffffff / broe ho raha hai 19) The last song you listened to? The Readon – Hoobastank / Lean on – Major LAzer 20) Where did you live in 1987? Matunga , Mumbai L (I miss it)* / F-type blocks , parel, mumbai *he sent me a I miss u after readin this.. **blush-blush** 21) Are you jealous of anyone? A l’il of a “friend” of his who gets to spend time with him..n ot her fault / People whose name begins with N.. 22) Is anyone jealous of you? I’m sure there must be few. / May-be 23) Name three things that you have in your bag/with you at all times? Phone / Wallet / My ring / Deo , a book n id card 24) What’s your favourite town/city? Mumbai / Mumbai.. coz I stay here.. cheesy :p 25) When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it? March 2015 , (His b’day) didn’t mail it.. / to a friend, as a kid.. 26) Can you change the oil on a car? Never tried./ No 27) Your first love/big crush: What is the last thing you heard about him/her? You wanna know about the first love or the first crush? Ok I’ll answer both. First love – – The Boy Who called me sugar.. havent spoken to him in a year. / The owner of this blog.. last thing.. she loves me J First Big Crush – – College,Last heard, he’s in Banaglore & happy / dsnt remm Much.. 28) Does anything hurt on your body right now? My head from lack of caffeine. I need a coffee ! / Neck L 29) What is your current desktop picture? Mom-Dad’s picture / 30) Have you been in love? Best part about it ? Yes.. yes.. it makes me look forward to tomorrows.. even in bad times / Yes – The best part is when someone loves u back and thee feeling of being complete 🙂 204709f6fdb000a3241237faf9f901ea (1)


Look! M bored.. Look – A tag :p

1. Were you named after anyone?

2. When was the last time you cried?
Today morning

3. Do you like your handwriting?
Yeah, proud of it :p

4. What is your favourite lunch meal?
*scratches chin* – subway , I guess !

5. Do you have kids?
Yes, a few hundreds of them.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?
Yup, maybe !

7. Do you use sarcasm?
Of course not! 😀 (Huh!)

8. Do you still have your tonsils?
Never had one :0

9. Would you bungee jump?
Yes. Check out ma bucket-list !

10. What is your favourite cereal?
I’m a new born baby. I eat cerelac. 🙂

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
I don’t untie them even when I put them on.

13. What is your favourite ice cream?
Dark chocolate brownie ice cream / Choco-bar

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?
Their Smile

15. Red or Pink?

16. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?
My toes.

17. Whom do you miss the most?
You know it….:)

18. Do you want everyone to complete this list?
Not everyone, then atleast a few

19. What colour pants and shoes are you wearing right now?
Black, and I’m barefoot. :\

21. What are you listening to right now?
A hundred voices fighting at the back of my head.

22. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
I’d prefer to not be a crayon in the first place. Kids these exploit crayons like crayons have no souls. 😦

23. Favourite smells?
Wet mud, hOT chocolate, Him.

24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
uhhhh…. no1 important

25. Favourite sports to watch?
I don’t like watching sports only. :/

26. Hair colour?
Dark brown.

27. Eye colour?
Blackish Dark brown.

28. Do you wear contacts?
Nope. Eyeglasses.

29. Favourite food?

30. Scary Movies or Happy Endings?
Happy endings.

31. Last movie you watched?
27 Dresses on tv. What aww-ness that movie was! 😀

Roy in theatre – Urghhhh

32. What colour shirt are you wearing?
White ❤

33. Summer or Winter?
Winterrrrrrrr! – Rains

34. Hugs or kisses?
Both o’ them. 😀

35. Most likely to respond?

36. Least likely to respond?
My name not being refereed properly

38. What are you reading right now?
I just read that question, if that counts.

39. What is on your mouse pad?
No mouse pad.

40. What did you last see on TV?
Errrm. Friends on Romedy Now. Chandler & Monica’s wedding ❤

41. Favourite sounds?
People laughing . Him laughing.

42. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
The Beatles.

43. What is the farthest you have been from home?

44. Do you have a special talent?
Yes. I can disappear into thin air.

45. Where were you born?
Hospital, I guess.

46. Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back?
I don’t even know whether I’m getting back any answers.

47. How did you meet your spouse/significant other?
Uh? Destiny :p

Okay. I was super irritated and was randomly surfing through blogs and found this questionnaire. So I filled it. That’s it. 🙂

The Feeling..

On the birthday of my love.. am not with him.. so a small gift.. something for him 🙂

Happy Birthday… ME more:)


He had always heard of this feeling. People, books, movies, and everybody around him told him how great it was to be in love.

He had never come close to that feeling in his life. Other things had been his priority always. And he would have never experienced the sheer brilliance of this feeling had it not been for her.

She had walked into his life like a dream. Accidentally bumping into each other at the colony ground. The awkwardness made way to conversations and conversations to a friendship so deep that they were surprised how effortlessly they bonded.

He knew that the increase of his heartbeat whenever he saw her was love. The way he caught his breath every time she put her hair aside

Yes. He loved her. Not the flowers and hearts type, but a deeper love. Where his soul called out for her.

He loved how behind this workaholic woman was a crazy girl who had the wackiest ideas about life.

He loved the fact that she created a positive impression on everyone she met.  No matter who it was, she connected with everyone.

She lived life to the fullest and got the best out of each day.

He loved that she was an avid reader. She cried along with the characters of those books and rejoiced at their happiness.

He loved how she was always willing to help anybody.

He loved how she bought out the best in him. Stood by him through the bad times and was the first to hop with joy when he succeeded.

He loved how she made him see the beauty of a sunrise.

How she always picked up bright colors and pulled him out of the monochromatic life he had been living.

Yes, he loved everything about her.

But what he loved most, was the fact that she loved him back…

She writes..

So I asked my Goofy to write something for me .. This is what she wrote.. and that is why she is My Sunshine 🙂

God. Thank U ! (Bless her)


Write something for me scares d creeps out of me. Its 1 of d diff things 2 do espc given d fact I’m ur (1)31 fan… but yes im gona do dis coz it’l bring that ray of smile on that gloomy face (given al d stuff thts hpnin).. Dis is a diff time for u n I know u’l get through dis. n I’ve never been more sure in lyf whn I’m saying dis, its al hpnin for a reason n d puzzle will unfold wit time n den dis will allllllll mk sense. Trust me dis pain dis suffering is worth it( I know its easier 2 say than bear. N m not in ur plc) bt yes it will b over n seem lyk a worst nightmare. Till den al I nid u 2 do is trust b strong n hold on ( that’s ur forte) n remb ur not alone ( most of d time wit d distance n constraints u may feel allll alone) he n ur sunshine wer r and will always b der. I repeat he n ur sunshine wer r n will always b der ( eventhough most of d times it may seem d other way). Hope dis small writeup put up a qtr of a smile on ur face ( ur writings always put up a biggggggg smile though)
P.S. (ur style ) I love u

P.P.S Me loves you more


For You….

What can I tell you about that feeling… That feeling when you are around, when time just stops and every heartbeat is accounted for.


When you give one half of that smile and the coolness of the breeze that blows around us just disappears. When we greet each other and make small talk, all the while looking for an excuse for an embrace. When we walk side by side, slowing each others footsteps hoping deep in our hearts that this moment somehow lasts a little longer that it should. When our hands accidentally brush each others and when nothing is said…


hen you ask a question and then look up to me with those unflinching eyes. When you listen to every word I say with bated breath and acknowledge my answers with that slow smile of yours. When you laugh at all my poor attempts at jokes, all the while complaining about my sense of humor. When its time to depart and you give me that embrace that is always a moment too short. When I watch you walk away slowly, with a silent wish on my lips; to have enough breaths remaining to see you just one more time…

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I just came across this on the web, and Yeah !!!! This is my first official blog of the New Year 🙂

Go on , read it ! Smile and make a list of your Own ! 


The ABC tag .

Here goes:

1) A – Available/Single?
Single, Available ..Uhmm, Depends on who is asking :p

2) B – Best friend?
Goofy ! , The Boy who calls me SuGar and My Mr.N !

3) C – Cake or Pie?
Cake… M not a Pie Person..

4) D – Drink of choice?
‘Forget-Me-not’ or Virgin Mojito. the Indian in me is screaming ‘ Chaas (Buttermilk) in the head 🙂

5) E – Essential item you use every day?
Bag, cellphone and computer

6) F – Favorite colour?
White. White. White !

7) G – Gummy Bears Or Worms?
Ewww.. No worms.. So, gummy bears it is.

8) H – Hometown?
Technically Allahabad. In my heart, Bombay, Always

9) I – Indulgence?
Chocolate Brownie with Ice cream. Bliss !

10) J – January or February?
February, It always brings something nice for me. 

11) K – Kids & their names?
Two- Uhm… Keep Guessing :p (Ok, this is getting Stupid )

12) L – Life is incomplete without?
Friends, family, Music, Movies, Smiles….. (May not be in the Same order , though)

13) M – Marriage date?
I’m commitment-phobic. :p !

14) N – Name? Your real name!!
What’s in a name? A rose by any other name would smell just as sweet. (This is copied). 

15) O – Oranges or Apples?

16) P – Phobias/Fears?
Heights, at times, If I look Down, But I overcome it more often . I am phobic to the idea of losing people, Is it medical condition ? I really get scared .

17) Q – Quote for today?
This too Shall pass 🙂

18) R – Reason to smile?
As of now, the fact that I am writing.

19) S – Season?
Winter. I miss Rains:(

20) T – Tag 3 People?
Uhmm.. Anyone ?

21) U – Unknown fact about me?
There’s a reason it’s unknown. 

22) V – Vegetable you don’t like?
Lauki, Karela.. Long list !

23) W – Worst habit?
Thinking too much..

24) X – X-rays?
Thrice. Stomach problem thanks to overdose of Chocolates, Yeah, its true !

25) Y – Your favorite food?
Just one? Fine then, Ok , I cant choose.

26) Z – Zodiac sign?

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